My time here

This weekend is the first weekend I have been so gloomy of all the days of my stay away from home. I cannot believe I m getting back into my shoe of being alone and all myself. Few things I do are I don't talk to others and develop so much of silence around me that at one point Silence becomes my enemy.

I m a maniac and I  need to admit this. I do so much of analysis about others and try to read everyone around. My mind never rests!! It actually was resting for say 8 weeks of my stay here but now it is starting to get restless. I m back to my way of feeling all gloomy!! Every emotion is still part of me. I cannot keep aside feelings like loneliness, gloom, neglection when I am actually feeling that way!!

I have this bad habit, I talk or express more on the social site than talking one on one to the person concern. This nature of mine has invited serious problems to me in the past. I cannot help, I feel more comfortable talking to myself by blogging, posting it on facebook or twitter than to speak in person. I feel the world responds when I do it this way.I may be wrong for expressing this way but this is me. Can I do much about it!!

Of all the good time I never thought I would pick this up to write it here.

I shall continue later...

Edited:
Walked for an hour getting wet in the rain , to be frank in the drizzle, the weather does have a effect on me. Feeling so nice right now! :-)

Feeling good or bad it is always a Cheers,
From Me!