My time here

This weekend is the first weekend I have been so gloomy of all the days of my stay away from home. I cannot believe I m getting back into my shoe of being alone and all myself. Few things I do are I don't talk to others and develop so much of silence around me that at one point Silence becomes my enemy.

I m a maniac and I  need to admit this. I do so much of analysis about others and try to read everyone around. My mind never rests!! It actually was resting for say 8 weeks of my stay here but now it is starting to get restless. I m back to my way of feeling all gloomy!! Every emotion is still part of me. I cannot keep aside feelings like loneliness, gloom, neglection when I am actually feeling that way!!

I have this bad habit, I talk or express more on the social site than talking one on one to the person concern. This nature of mine has invited serious problems to me in the past. I cannot help, I feel more comfortable talking to myself by blogging, posting it on facebook or twitter than to speak in person. I feel the world responds when I do it this way.I may be wrong for expressing this way but this is me. Can I do much about it!!

Of all the good time I never thought I would pick this up to write it here.

I shall continue later...

Edited:
Walked for an hour getting wet in the rain , to be frank in the drizzle, the weather does have a effect on me. Feeling so nice right now! :-)

Feeling good or bad it is always a Cheers,
From Me!

BDay wishes to my best Friend!

It's her birthday today. Was thinking for sometime on what to gift and it struck me why not blog about her and tell  her of what a  sweet friend she is.


I don't know what I am to her; but she definitely is a person to look for. She is very caring and has bad memories with remembering Birthdays :-)


Here goes In my own words, What are the things that makes her a special friend of mine


She values relationships a lot. She loves her parents so much. Her Mother and Father are her living gods. She gets really excited about small things in life. That cute smile of her face sparkles so much of life. All her facial expressions are worth a Kodak moment. She talks her heart out. Has LOADS of admirers in her life:-) and  she never admits the same!!! She is full of life and very optimistic about life.


Poor She can never say a 'NO' and often curses herself for being so kind to all:-). Really talkative and a good dancer:-). You can always find her with group of people.Has that magical touch of warmth in her that people crowd!!!

It has been a very loong wait for my friend to join the DEN where her heart belongs. I wish this year turns out to be very special and all that she wants happen very very quickly for her!!

My friend, I always wish you a very happy and wonderful life which keeps you smiling forever:-)


I am really enjoying this time I get to know more of you and You are such a bundle of Joy!! Wishing you happiness forever:-)


Wishing you a very memorable Birthday my dear friend Shyamala:-)


Cheers,
Mira!


P.S: Since this note is more for her birthday I am shortening it! Will surely get more time to write a blog of all about her!!

To Starbucks in 30 mins

I was suppose to put this on facebook but then thought why not blog. This is going to be kind of narrative and shouldn't be uninteresting or very interesting for you to proceed:-)

The team I worked at offshore is about 50 odd people and to plan something on the fly and having it rolling has never been possible... repeat with me N-E-V-E-R. Repeat again, N-E-V-E-R have I given up on my efforts to put all 50+ under one roof.... This is just a glimpse of what I m to say more... Or rather the only thing;-)

My colleague clears his certification; please understand not just any certification but Infosys certification *intentionally creating hype for you to continue ;-)* To him it is not a big deal; while, you are not someone who leaves any opportunity to spam others mailbox royally!!! For a team of hardly 8 u type a gorgeous mail; all declarative and cheesy giving reasons only to unwind !!! 

There goes a Mail subjected "Congrats" and like a shower pours replies "Congrats, lets go to Starbucks", "Congrats and Treat", "I m in",  "Me too".... 

I started to wonder if we will really go or will it be the way it has always been before; where, you ask for treat and never get one; atleast not for reasons like clearing certification which is like absolute mandatory by my company standards and no fancy thing to flaunt about:-)

At 3 p.m there are mails floating Congratulating and by 3:30 we decide of going to Starbucks.  There are emails on this subject, multi chat window charting the plan, walk to cubicle confirming, while; by 3:40 no one remembers the plan... Very natural... AND? There comes a STRAIGHT hit "hey meera, wat happened its 3:40" and like an alarm it rings in everyone's head (ofcourse not to the one who is suppose to treat;-) ).. then what....

You (not just you but more than one) go persuade the host to move out of his cube and as you start to leave; pick everyone from their desk, remind them to leave their wallet and head to the parking lot and BINGO there is it; ALL the 8 actually wheeled to STARBUCKS!!! Heehaw.... You are out with your team huddled in two cars ... Amazing feeling!!!

A feeling of having WON finally!! Having got a treat for a reason!!! Had little trouble finding a parking lot; parked our cars, got busy ordering , it didn't end there; When waiting for the order to arrive I nagged people to take pics....And also Succeeded!! 

The whole conversation was about coming out this quick, promising to get treat from others when they clear, alerting not to disclose the exam dates and raising toast to the host. Laughter, Cheer, Poses, Swears and what not :-)In simple words, it was such a special feeling of actually getting out with team and having a break!!!

As a last word it was so kind of my colleague to have accepted to treat otherwise my blogspace would not have this entry!!! Feeling relieved of having able to scribble my experience in words here and Relived the moments elaborated!!! 

 
Time to name all characters and details of this narration:-)
Host: David Thomas
Certification: Technical 
Team: Me,Shyamala, Sheroon, Ramya, Sachin, Anuraag, Deepti, David
Cars : David's and Anuraag's
Pics taken: Yet to reach me and i m waiting:-)

Just wondering how sometimes simple moments stay in ur memory for long!!! Feeling happy!!

BTW does it look like too much of advertisement about Starbucks? If so never mind after all the choco chip frappachino was gooooooooood :-)

Cheers,

Mira.

Too Random to title :-)

Pretty long time I knocked this place.... More active these days on Facebook. I m loving it so much that I update even when I sneeze; Yes I am Exaggerating... Not that world wants to know if I m really sneezing or not... But I somehow find that more like my journal entry and end up being away with Blogging!!!

My thoughts have always been random and short lived not worth a blog entry but definitely worth entered on my wall:-)

Know what; I have got all time to myself and I m loving this independence ... I m breathing so much of freedom... So much that I need not worry what others think of me and how to please anyone around!! I m getting to live all My Way!! And it is such a pleasure to be addicted this way:-) spending all the time with me and for me!!

I am writing with all interest because right now I m listening to a very beautiful song that kindles me to blog!!! Thanks to Music:-)...

Watched a Movie Jersy Girl... I know it is a pretty old movie, still that is not the point, I truly liked the movie!!! Lot of times, you need to leave things to nature and if you are worth it; it will come back to you!! When I say leave it; I mean Leave it with all your heart and wait for the nature to turn it up for you:-)!!!

Enough for now:-) Time to have dinner and sleep!!! :-)

Cheers,
Mira